I think im depressed?

my dad emotionally abused me as a child untill i was about 16 and then when i was 16 i got sexually abused by my dad aswell, ive done drugs and overdoses on certain things, since all of that, im really quick to anger, when someone critizes me i get really annoyed and angry, when things dont go my way i get slightly annoyed, i find it so hard to talk about my feelings i just cant show love or do any of that because i feel like a poof if i do, sometimes i feel like crying but i dont let myself because i dont want to be classes a baby or a weak man, is there something wrong?